From beamzz@home.com Mon Nov 1 07:09:15 1999 Date: Mon, 01 Nov 1999 00:45:08 -0500 From: ED SPIDRE To: dc-stuff@dis.org Subject: Re: Krystalia I've waited a bit but here's my piece on Krystalia... I don't know exactly what to write but for the passed 3 days I can't stop thinking about this I don't know why this has happened and I keep thinking about Death and how recently in my life it has been a very visible subject. So with my thoughts on fate, I wonder why such an incredible person has been pulled from my life. Well, it's time to stop wondering and time to start remembering and living for tomorrow because like so many other people have said in some form of words or another, tomorrow is no guarentee. To this day I can say that I have no regrets about the friendship I had with Karen. Only one day did it end on a bad note and a couple of days later, picked right back up. She was a very funny person, we laughed about the serious stuff and the stupid stuff, from #hack to driving over someones garden. And then there are the private memories I will always have and I'm sure she will too. I think I could write a book about what I think and feel about Karen but that's near impossible and still wouldn't be adequate to convey things. But to Karen wherver you are: I will always love you and think about you. I can't believe you're gone, I can't believe there won't be anymore times when I call you and you bitch about Steve not getting you orange juice. I can't believe there won't be a time when you call me and talk to me about your day and some song you heard on the radio that just got you thinking. I can't believe that we won't be able to listen to DMB together anymore. I can't believe... but I do accept. - Ed Spidre. Monday November 1st, 1999 - 12:35am.